Post by EvilTrigun on Aug 6, 2005 0:40:53 GMT -5
Well, it's been three long weeks, and tomorrow (Saturday) I will be moving my stuff to the family van and riding back 'home'. I say 'home' because, at this point, I feel like I'm home here at Yale. I have the mix of emotions that you always get after a long camp or such, only so much stronger. Happy to go home and meet up with my old friends and family, sad that I must leave my many, many new friends. I swear to God, I feel like some of these people are my family.
I just don't want to leave. I've made so many friends here, and someone more. I can't imagine the thought of not seeing them all again. Tonight I comforted someone as they cried, hearing the last song of the final dance. I wish I could be so open with my feelings and myself.
So many emotions, what the hell do I do with them all?
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My hands tremble, my knees feel weak.
How will I be able to speak.
To say goodbye.
Not to cry.
I feel like I'm gonna die.
God damn! This is way too hard
As I pass out my calling card.
I have so many memories of this place
And so many photos of everyone's face.
I must not cry, I must be strong
We will all be leaving before long.
I have to say what must be said
It sounds so perfect in my head
But whenever I speak, my tongue turns to lead.
It must be said, it must be done
Really this part's not much fun.
Goodbye to everyone I've met.
I'll miss you all, you can bet.
Three weeks went by way too fast
Sadly our time was not made to last.
You've all been friends, and so much more
And saying goodbye hurts me to the core.
I hope that we all can stay in touch
To help each other out and such.
In conclusion, goodbye, my friends
May we stay as such until the end!
__________________________
Nothing like a swirling storm of emotions to spark creativity eh?
*sigh* I'll be fine guys, don't worry...
I just don't want to leave. I've made so many friends here, and someone more. I can't imagine the thought of not seeing them all again. Tonight I comforted someone as they cried, hearing the last song of the final dance. I wish I could be so open with my feelings and myself.
So many emotions, what the hell do I do with them all?
_________________________________________
My hands tremble, my knees feel weak.
How will I be able to speak.
To say goodbye.
Not to cry.
I feel like I'm gonna die.
God damn! This is way too hard
As I pass out my calling card.
I have so many memories of this place
And so many photos of everyone's face.
I must not cry, I must be strong
We will all be leaving before long.
I have to say what must be said
It sounds so perfect in my head
But whenever I speak, my tongue turns to lead.
It must be said, it must be done
Really this part's not much fun.
Goodbye to everyone I've met.
I'll miss you all, you can bet.
Three weeks went by way too fast
Sadly our time was not made to last.
You've all been friends, and so much more
And saying goodbye hurts me to the core.
I hope that we all can stay in touch
To help each other out and such.
In conclusion, goodbye, my friends
May we stay as such until the end!
__________________________
Nothing like a swirling storm of emotions to spark creativity eh?
*sigh* I'll be fine guys, don't worry...